Is it really so pathetic/self centered/unrealistic/ridiculous/silly/childish/dramatic
to be heartbroken because you don't think i'm best
the greatest
like i think you are?
or is it so ___________, because i am scared that you will read this
actually find this
look for this
the way i look for you, clues about what's in your head
not by going to the source, you, but via google.
